Grey Rose

What if you slept and woke up and saw your body on your bed. You cant touch anything You seem to walk through everything Its seems like you're transparent. You walk out. It seems surreal. You walk to your sitting room. Everybody looks sad. Mum is sobbing in a corner. Your siblings are trying not to cry. Dad is shaking. You wonder whats wrong. No one notices You. And You talk. No one seems to hear. Then you scream. No one hears you still. And then you realize. You're dead. You've run out of time. This is what it feels like. No one hears You. You're screaming. Demanding an explanation. Maybe its a dream. You're really not dead are you?  But no one is seeing You. You're really dead. You didn't plan for this. Did you? This wasn't how you planned your life! You still have a lot of things planed. Your dreams. Aspirations. You didn't even get the time to write your bucket list. You keep screaming. It occurs to you - where ...

Whats your best color? Why are your eyes brown? Why are you so cute? You're in perfect shape Do you gym? You talk so calmly I think you want everyone to understand You. Why were you angry today?  Did labhay do anything? But you started smiling 30 seconds after You screamed today when they mentioned a snake. I'll take it that you're scared. Really scared of them. I love your laugh. Melody to my ears. I love your eyes the most. Everybody says they're cold. And hold no emotion. But i see mystery. Interesting things yet to be found. Have You ever been heartbroken? Have You ever loved? Have You lost someone close?  Is that why your eyes are cold?  Too many questions. I'm obsessed with you. I watch You a little too closely. I'm probably stalking. Yep.  I am. Its all because i'm obsessed.